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8/13/07 4 CommentsMissing Something
I would say about a couple of months ago...I could have sworn that I needed a BIG change. Well, I am now in the process of boxing and packing (slowly but shirley) for the big move to our new home, but I still feel that I need something. I think it's excitment. I am so sick of the routine lifestyle and endless shortage amount of time that is really getting to me. Don't get me wrong, I love my life but I feel that I am desperate for excitement and time of my very own. Now the problem with having this feeling is that I actually feel very guilty for feeling this way. My children are always #1 and overall I am more then willing to sacrifice all that is needed for the happiness of my children without a second thought. My son is 3 1/2 and my daughter is 1 1/2. I just miss the excitement and and the ability to wake up in the morning and not have the entire hour, day, weekend or week planned out in order to ensure that everyone can get what they would like out of that time. Everyone except for myself that is...It always seems like I am the one that is forgotten about at the end of the day. The "Routine" is really getting to me and I just need to have some fun for myself as well. Being the responsible one ALL THE TIME really gets annoying and is seriously boring. It's just hard to share this feeling because I feel like no one truly understands. Anyhow...Thanks for reading my thoughts of this matter. Have an awesome and EXCITING day on behalf of me. Ciao :0)
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8/12/07 4 CommentsHELP ME!!!
Someone...please stop the Dora-fest going on in my home. I'm gonna lose my mind. If it's not Dora, it's Diego, I'm losing it. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
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8/8/07 4 CommentsLast nights Episode (08-07-07)
I SAW MYSELF...I SAW MYSELF...I SAW MYSELF. It least 3 or times, but the camera was going to fast. When they stopped to take footage of the audience up close, they had gotten the person beside my husband. His shirt was clear onscreen. LOL.
Criss was so disappointed. You could really tell when I met him that day. He was not the happy Criss that we all know and love. At the end when he was walking back to his Lambo...I was outside and yelled....BYE CRISS!!! He lifted his arm as if it was the heaviest thing ever and sadly replied "HI!!!". Poor guy. I was actually depressed for the rest of the night seeing him like that
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8/7/07 3 CommentsToday's Mindfreak Episode (08-07-07)
Hey everyone. Make sure to catch Mindfreak tonight at 10:00 on A&E. This is the episode which I attended at the Silverton in Vegas. Criss had to have a rescue during the rehursal, and then when I attended...he was forced to cancel the demonstration because he had a high fever for the a couple of days and they were worried that his ear drums would pop during the drop to the bottom of the tank. I was front row too. :0( He was not happy about this and felt terrible. Being the amazing guy that he is, he stayed back and posed for pictures with all those people. Poor guy looked sick, thin, and rather depressed about the cancellation. I didn't get the meet the happy Criss we all know and love, but he was amazing just the same!! He promised that he would do it at a later time, soo I am not sure if he did carry this one out. Look for me!!! From the above shot (with the camera looking downward), I am at the very VERY front and a little to the Right. I have my husband right behind me. I am soooo nervous to see if I am going to be on camera. I am not quite photogenic. I am also wearing the Criss Angel Hoodie...but then again, who isn't. LOL. I have blond hair with bangs (and it was straightened for that day). If you hear Criss respond back to a little boy who yelled "I love you Criss!!!", then I am right beside that cute little boy. (OH, and Criss responded back to the little boy by screaming "I love you too BABY!"...AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW) Keep an eye out for me!!!
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8/1/07 4 CommentsMarriage
No matter how happy you seem to be one day with your marriage...you always come to those days where you would like to grab your partners head and smash it through a concrete wall a couple of times. I'm married to a stubborn ass. :0(
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