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  • REACH OUT AND PICK YOURSELF UP

    10/13/08 6 Comments

    I do not know what will happen. I do not know if it will save me. Maybe some of us are condemded by our past. But maybe,... the possibility exist that we can just leave it behind. drop it on our path and let it remain a burden discarded. You must want for that to happen. You must be open to the chance it can happen. You may not be ready. But when you are, go for it. Please Please get help where you need it. please end your pain and break from it. I can help you make the step, you can help yourself make the step. Just dont waste away suffering when it is plausable that a smile can be more than a poorly plastered facade- it can be an external reflection of internal depths. try... escape..recover....move and be released. When you can no longer exist in this current sate, when that thing inside you begins to strech and tear your flesh, when you CANNOT take it any more, dont. be freed from it. be free. please if you can do anything do this.

    I want to be rid of this monserous manifestation, this carcengenic crutch. i must be. if not then die in the struggle to regain myself, regain my life, my joy? i think i can. i so DESPERATELY hope. my soul heaves at the inclination. be free. happy. can i? can you? for me? for YOURSELF?

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      redfox
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      Posted 2 months ago by redfox

      I thought you were dead!!!.... am I talking to a ghost or a zombie right now?

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      I might be a seroget dad and I'm honored to be considered good enough for you = )
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      Posted 7 months ago by themiz

      Well atleast you're thinking about me = )

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      themiz
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      Posted 7 months ago by themiz

      Checking up on me huh lol. Its just the name of the poem.

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      bluerose
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      walsall, GB
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      i cant see anything without you but you open my eyes to this special place x alex my baby i love you x
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      Posted 7 months ago (changed 7 months ago) by bluerose

      ive just been really really sick x my back and legs were really bad and my arm i couldnt move at all x i just have to take it easy x love you x

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      redfox
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      Posted 7 months ago by redfox

      As for those other people.... Just hope the next time they go out side a giant pig comes out of now where and runs them over... Being defeated by the very animal they would be embracing =P

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      Posted 7 months ago by redfox

      well... You are either with me OR against me!! Chose wisely =P My nest classes in college start tomorrow and I can use the new knowledge i gain to Destroy you... I will be taking English 101, Math 101, and Drama/Theater 101 =D I am finally being treated like a college student and not some "kid"

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      bluerose
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      i cant see anything without you but you open my eyes to this special place x alex my baby i love you x
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      Posted 7 months ago by bluerose

      hello sweetie x im sorry to hear youve been having trouble x i hope you work everything out x if you need me im here x im sorry i havent been on much x ive been really sick x im under doctors orders to rest x how are you x love you honey x

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      redfox
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      Posted 8 months ago by redfox

      Ok, I think when we were last talking I was defending my Blogs from your attacks, correct? (sorry for my absents, there are so many people on this site that have no place here)

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      themiz
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      Posted 8 months ago by themiz

      No you have never gotten the chance to see the real me cause you never gave it to me thats the you're a bitch so i'm going to tell you you're a bitch Mikey and stop messaging me or I'll be really mean and I don't want to be mean so now know your place and leave me alone. BYE

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      themiz
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      Posted 8 months ago by themiz

      Hahaha you think i care now? I don't at all you had you chance to listen but instead you had to be miss better then everyone and not listen to a word i said so whatever go be a sluty virgin, and go be a crazy person who works with crazy people im sure you'll do a load of good there. and thanks for never doing anything you said you would.