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  • REACH OUT AND PICK YOURSELF UP

    10/13/08 6 Comments

    I do not know what will happen. I do not know if it will save me. Maybe some of us are condemded by our past. But maybe,... the possibility exist that we can just leave it behind. drop it on our path and let it remain a burden discarded. You must want for that to happen. You must be open to the chance it can happen. You may not be ready. But when you are, go for it. Please Please get help where you need it. please end your pain and break from it. I can help you make the step, you can help yourself make the step. Just dont waste away suffering when it is plausable that a smile can be more than a poorly plastered facade- it can be an external reflection of internal depths. try... escape..recover....move and be released. When you can no longer exist in this current sate, when that thing inside you begins to strech and tear your flesh, when you CANNOT take it any more, dont. be freed from it. be free. please if you can do anything do this.

    I want to be rid of this monserous manifestation, this carcengenic crutch. i must be. if not then die in the struggle to regain myself, regain my life, my joy? i think i can. i so DESPERATELY hope. my soul heaves at the inclination. be free. happy. can i? can you? for me? for YOURSELF?

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      themiz
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      I might be a seroget dad and I'm honored to be considered good enough for you = )
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      Posted 9 months ago by themiz

      GO TALK TO FIONA if you really think im even close to fake go ask that girl who i am, and you will find out everything you need to know.

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      themiz
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      Posted 9 months ago by themiz

      Are you serious, what is the matter with you? How dare you call me fake you are the one who has to be numb to feel anything. If you think for a second you're any better then anyone else, you're blind. If i was a fake person i would have never done the things i did try to do for you. And if this is really good bye then guess what i am not the one missing out, YOU ARE ask that good friend of yours below me anything you want about me, she knows me better then anyone on this planet.

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      bluerose
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      i cant see anything without you but you open my eyes to this special place x alex my baby i love you x
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      Posted 9 months ago by bluerose

      hello honey x how are you x ive missed you so much x i love you x

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      themiz
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      Posted 9 months ago by themiz

      Are you serious? How?

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      themiz
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      Posted 9 months ago by themiz

      and? I don't know what your problem is honey?

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      themiz
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      Posted 9 months ago by themiz

      What cant you believe?

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      Posted 9 months ago by Red_Fox

      Very true... Has anyone called you "smat" before? (yes, that is a question based on your experiences)

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      themiz
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      Posted 9 months ago by themiz

      I had to meet with Kicker/rockford fausgate it was a great meeting too i made my company rich. How are you beautiful. And just so you know that smile will still be the death of me.

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      themiz
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      Posted 9 months ago by themiz

      I miss you Sarah.

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      Posted 10 months ago by Red_Fox

      questions?..... Sorry, I don't remember you asking any =D