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  • REACH OUT AND PICK YOURSELF UP

    10/13/08 6 Comments

    I do not know what will happen. I do not know if it will save me. Maybe some of us are condemded by our past. But maybe,... the possibility exist that we can just leave it behind. drop it on our path and let it remain a burden discarded. You must want for that to happen. You must be open to the chance it can happen. You may not be ready. But when you are, go for it. Please Please get help where you need it. please end your pain and break from it. I can help you make the step, you can help yourself make the step. Just dont waste away suffering when it is plausable that a smile can be more than a poorly plastered facade- it can be an external reflection of internal depths. try... escape..recover....move and be released. When you can no longer exist in this current sate, when that thing inside you begins to strech and tear your flesh, when you CANNOT take it any more, dont. be freed from it. be free. please if you can do anything do this.

    I want to be rid of this monserous manifestation, this carcengenic crutch. i must be. if not then die in the struggle to regain myself, regain my life, my joy? i think i can. i so DESPERATELY hope. my soul heaves at the inclination. be free. happy. can i? can you? for me? for YOURSELF?

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      Posted 11 months ago by redfox

      yes... I have had plenty of opportunity's for relationships with girls, and plenty of females on this site have asked to 'go out' with them.... I find it disturbing and sickening how far away those people are from being independent... I view relationships different from the way others do. I don't want other people to be so attached to me they would change themselves in the possess... I am only loyal to those that act before they thin, and have a reason to be loyal... I am only loyal if i get something back.

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      Posted 11 months ago by Beckaa_Babie

      yeah thanks....i was used by guys many times....n...raped...i hate that word tho... you have a myspace?

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      Posted 11 months ago by Beckaa_Babie

      Thanks doll! read my new blog and leave a comment or 2!

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      Posted 11 months ago by redfox

      Hahaha!!! of course =D what a stupid question of me to ask, now that i think about it.... oh... That must be because I missed the question you were trying to ask... repeat it please =P

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      Posted 11 months ago by Beckaa_Babie

      hey gurl! read my new blog! like my new pic?!

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      i cant see anything without you but you open my eyes to this special place x alex my baby i love you x
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      Posted 11 months ago by bluerose

      how are you honey x have a magical weekend x loving you always x

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      Posted 11 months ago by redfox

      How could someone like you be singe? Your sticking personality is simply beautiful XD did you like the blog or not?

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      Despite my rage I'm still just a rat in a cage...
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      Posted 11 months ago by Reno_R_Psychopathic

      Hey, sending a link 2 everyone on my friends list 4 my Heath Ledger Memorial Tribute video. CLICK HERE If anyone has any feedback it would be much appreciated. This is actually a really important video cuz future music video projects depend on its success. It's my 1st all original video see. The music was done by the loyal's very own Sleepinglionheart & he actually gave me the rights 2 the music so I'm negotiating with other musicians now 2 get them 2 do the same & if this movie goes how I hope... well its the only leverage I have actually lol, thanks 4 ur time =)

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      Posted 11 months ago by redfox

      Thank you for the comment in my blog... It will greatly affect the ones that are soon to come... as a matter of a fact =D a new one has just been posted!!!! Click on the link below to view it now...

      To an important person

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      Posted 11 months ago by redfox

      Great.... Sounds like your back to your normal self now =P Let me know what you think about my other blogs too.