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8/11/07 7 CommentsTHE LETTER!!!!!!!!
You meet a guy on myspace over two years ago, he didn't mean that much, but alot of laughs, and tremendouse joking and fun, He USE to be a ROCK STAR, that compelled you, because your always around Musicians, for Music runs in your family, so, you talk, flirt, joke, and try 8 x to meet in person, but the week you BOTH are finally ready to go for it, you find out on a Bullentin, he is going to a bad place, your life has changed now, this friend, becomes someone you would love to spend the rest of your life with out of the blue, for you know his journey is not good, you see you love him very much, more than you knew, yet you always knew he was a Soulmate, yet never push the Soulmate issue, as talked about in previous blogs of mine, and others, SO, mysteriously you become friends with his daughter of 14 years old, and she never meant you, yet, she is compelled by you, and you talk everyday, and become myspace friends and family for over three mos, then she has to let you go, by her mom's request, it's as if you lost your step daugher, he writes you from this god awful place, he is compelled that she and you became friends, close friends while he is gone, he is very very happy, then he comes home, but, HE DOESN'T he leaves again, too return to this bad god awful fate, you know this for his website is still in your honor to this given day,and you received your 1st love letter, and a love song written to you, in 10 years, never the love song, you stay focused, you become angry, scared and insecure, and terrified, yet being a so called Psyhic, gifted women you hear everyday how much he loves you, hold on, hang on, he will return, yet you still he the negative, in which Criss can not say enough of, NO NEGATIVE, but we are human folks, not angels, nor is Criss, and he and all of us know to fight this, you have so called friends, some of my old ones were ones you'd trade in for new shoes, they were not worth my time, nor energy, they terrified me, they said leave him, he's a bad man, bad things, he's this, he's that, bad bad bad advise, for true friends should watch their hearts, and listen, but most of them do not, watch whom you share your personal life with folks, big lesson to be learned, then time goes on, you throw a fit, before God, you use me God, I smile, I laugh, I help everyone I can, for I want no one to hurt at alllllllllllllll, then, you hear a soft voice, he's hereeeeeeeeeee, you scream out, break the dish in your hand, but knew all along, yet a old psyhic friend comes along, and says hey so and so is in this god awful place,and YOU cele is all he thinks about, you are soulmates, I was calm, yet so so sad for him, not me and my god awful life, you, don't want to know why he has meant his fate, it's his business to tell me, you finally leave your last comment to his site, a kiss with a message, I knowwwwwwwwwwwww, then, his precious daughter, whom has been with me thru out this, thru her mysterious ways to keep me going, thru pics and sayings, and a girlfriend, finally writes a somewhat yes, because she actually thought and his other friends that were so sad, she knows, that I know, they didn't know, I was listening to God, she didn't know I knew by Godddddddd and now I know, I don't know when I shall meet my dearest man in life for so so so so many months of waiting, yet now the cat is out of the bag, and, now I know just sit and listen to his words to me everynite I take out the letter still in my sixth purse, and when I kiss it goodnite, I hear before I say, I love you, I miss you, his final words in the letter, one letter changed my life, in the midst of my hell, fire, and hystery one man changed my life, thank god for the holy spirit, thand god for positive friends, thankk god for a gift in hearing the truth, for it will set you free, pray to God this man comes home soon one day, yet, for himself and his daughter, yet know my face, words and smiles, and my two letters in which he still has brings him hope, and one smile a day atleast as me, this is the greatest love I have ever compelled in my lifetime, yet to this day, have never kissed nor touched him, yet know when I do see him, there will be tears, fears, joy, laughter alot of crying, and alot of kissing, Gods will be done, one letter changed me as a human being, today it was confirmed, god knew this was my day to find out my theories and words from god were true, sad, happy, and so so so in love, yet life moves on, and I live on and on, pray he endures, everyday, till we meet again, god wills, love to all of you that have ever been in love, or simply waited on GOD Cele
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8/8/07 9 CommentsTHE QUESTION IS/ WHAT IS A SOULMATE????
There is a big debate on what is a Soulmate??? Many people do not have any idea...First, there is a soulmate of just like the example I gave before, Like two colors that blend together well, The main Soulmate is of course the ultimate, the one from the spiritual realm/ or God pursay, Now, those that come across you are very rarely often, yet you can if you are BLESSED and come across more than one in your God given lifetime, You will act as if you knew each other all your life, and talk for hours on end, You will know it right off, your minds telephacily talk to each other, from afar, and together, You know when each other are hurting, when you are not there to see it, You can feel their presence when you are scared or afraid, or just need a hug, You can TALK to them telephaicly, without them around, they can hear you, sometimes don't realize it is you, until you continue to speak to them, They seek your presence YET, do not realize at first why, They feel lost till they meet you again, They go into withdrawls when you are not around, They love you unconditionally, yet sometimes in this lifetime, they are not there for you to meet, or they are not ready for you, or they meet you and move on, or they move on, and come back, Is it an honor to know????? YES, That is how I look at it, for, anyone that waits on GOD wins big, those that jump the gun for they are lonely lose big, the waiting is the worst part, yet such a reward in the end, even if you leave them for they are not ready, or they leave you, for your souls never forget one another, and it's a relationship, that never ends, even without them around, therefore, you never feel ALONE, never, How do I know this, for I have meant mine, by the blend of colors, and the real thing, I'm honored, even though as I speak, mine has vanished for NOW, yet I know why and he will return one day, and finally it got confirmed,
he's my BABY, even if he or I were to marry another person, it would not last, we would meet one day, and even if it were one hour, it was worth the wait, This story is dedicated to ONE girl on this site, and another one, and she knows whom she is, and of course, ALL OF YOU, I love and wish Good will to all my loyals, Cele
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8/7/07 3 CommentsWHAT WOULD YOU DO??????????
What would you do if you had an heart attack, and no one cared, well it appears that way, but I try to keep a postiive spirit, and laugh all things off in life, and yet, it appeared no one cared, then you find out, you have to have another major surgery within days, to prevent a "major stroke", then no one appeared to care, then, you were unfortunately behind on your rent, and the landlord knew you had to go to work, and was trying so hard to get a job,but the time ran out, and you and him had made an arrangement, that YOU well kept, and then while your in your hospital bed, your landlord shows up 5 days early for his rent, that is not due yet, but decides to be the "not the nicest guy of the year", and evicts you, while your in the hospital, you get a phone call from your MOM, that your daughter that is still not talking to you, as in another blog, the daughter that left you in Feburary came by, to get something, and found it on the door, mass hysteria took place, then after NO ONE calls to check on you at all, out of all your so called wonderful friends, and family, lols, not all of them, absolutely NOT all of them, your call is mom to say the daughter that left you standing, found it, and the fight is on, the Nurses hear you screaming so loud, and in hysteria, and have to take the phone out of your hand, and not only tell off the landlord, but the family, because your having a Heart Attack, Good God, but, then it gets better, the daughter you lost was going to challenge her fears, and show up for a suprise, but then doesn't, OMGGGGGGGGGG I would of loved to SEE her face, but you get tremendous calls from a sister, that does everything in the negative part of this world, but has great negative advance, then, again the nurse takes the phone back from you, then all the people whom love you because you are a so called physic for I hate that word, I chose to call Gifted, but that is up for popular vote, only are around because they want to talk about themselves, then again, the Nurse has to calm you down, because of your heart, 'EXCEPT FR ONE DR FRIEND, but, then you get a visit from your so called MOM, and she brings you some snacks, and NO flowers, I mean come on, I thought you get back, what you give out, I have given enough flowers to make my own acre, but she brought snacks, lols, but informed you if you have to leave your home, after making solid arrangement and keeping them, that, Walmart is a safe place to hang out at night, with two grown cats, and no shower, lmao, yeah right MOM, Well, I guess you could do something desperate, but I chose to not, and believe in the God I so love, then, you become great friends from a woman from Vietnam, whom love you more than her own family, and you took the time to help her, and she even cried for ME, but I held her and told her NO, DO NOT cry for me, it's just a BAD day, and I laught alot, and I DO Laugh alot, in the mist of my fire's, because you chose not to give into the negative around you, So, Criss would probably say, first WORK, I agree, but jobs arent' that easy to get, and I have 25 yrs of Medical experience, but, and I will of course lowere myself and take anything even though I have many years of professional business, yet everyone wants a excellent resume' so might be bagging grogeries, for obviously my Resume' is great enough, go figure,and I won't take charity, even though I have given away thousands of dollars, with never wanting it in return, for this is my life, and situation, and, believe God will instruct me on what to do, step by step, the day was a day of hysteria, alot of screaming, don't think that was good for a heart attack, lols, or possible stroke, well, you could always wish you were a magician, that can could read lotto numbers, but I feel that is cheating, and not trusting God, yet don't get me wrong, God has told me lotto tickets to by, and I say God pursay, and NO God is not a gambler, yet sometimes he tells you, buy this ticket, but What would you do??????????? Would you give into the defeat, cry, scream, flip out, or all the above, or trust GOD, Well, first I did the first four, and then realized since I have the ears to hear, and was far warned of this event coming up by God, for God knew I'd flip out, then I realized to stop showing defeat, and lay down, and trust God, and not give into the negativity around me, then I fell into a deep sleep, and woke up with a more positive avenue, and happy actually, So, once again 'the Criss' is right,DO NOT give into defeat, for it will only destroy you, and your purpose on this God given earth, always listen and focus on Positive energy OF Course, for Positive attracts Positive, Negative attracts Negative, and make you fail at your journey, show God you can endure, in the gates of HELL, as King David did in the Bible, all the many times he cryed out to God, for those that read it, and I don't even read it anymore, yet remember many of his stories, and God so listened, when King David failed, many times, but never gave in, so, don't be sad for me, IF you are, for I believe in God, and must trust him with all my heart, and know money does not grow on trees, but see so many friends and aquaintances stay with their families, and husbands and wifes, that they do not love, to not face what I am right now, so, I feel God will honor this defeat of yesterday, and honor my faith, This is not a depressing story, if you so feel, I do not live on self pity, and won't let anyone else live with self pity, for that will kill your spirit, This is a story of HOPE, yet God said MAN will fail you, and they so did, yet for they are normal and human, and those that don't believe in God, or whom they chose to call God, this goes for them too, for all of us have our own beliefs, I pray that none of you have to endure such stress, but please do not give into the negativity, for it will not give you anything to hold onto, and I'm not ashamed to tell this story, for none of us is perfect, and now I'm re-entering the hospital for "major surgery" as I speak, and that is for hardening of the arteries, and that could kill me, yet life moves on and on, and I will concore this, and be working soon, Gods will, and know by the sense of the wind, this is almost over, Love and courage to all of you that have to face lifes issues, do not be afraid, love always, to all loyals, and of course to Criss's family, Cele...As I always say, everything in life is for a Purpose or Reason; therefore, nothing is lost, or a waste of time, and this is what life is about, God does work in mysterious ways, and he always has a way of making you smile and laugh again....God Bless all of you on any Journey you may endure...
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7/14/07 7 CommentsEVEN THOUGH THERE ARE TWO ARTICLES BY ACCIDENT..
I AM GOING TO SAY THIS AGAIN, BECAUSE THIS TOPIC IS CONTINUALLY COMING TO MY ATTENTION, IN THE LAST FEW DAYS; THEREFORE, I'M GOING TO ADRESS IT ONE MORE TIME, EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS IT APPEARED TWICE, IN WHICH LOYALS, I WILL CHANGE THAT EVENTUALLY, WITH A NEW BLOG...."ASTRAL FLIGHT", IF YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, THEN DO NOT, DO NOT GO BY A BOOK ON IT, IN ANY GIVEN STORE, THIS IS A NATURAL THING, THAT HAPPENS WITHIN THE SOUL, AND IS ONLY DONE BY "GOD", YOUR "GOD" PURSAY, AND IF IT IS NOT NATURAL, AND YOU HAVE TO BY A BOOK TO UNDERSTAND, TO MAYBE ACCOMPLISH IT, THEN YOU ARE IN HUGE TROUBLE THIS FOLKS, IS A UNIVERSE, AS THE CRISS KNOWS, HANGING IN AIR, BY "ENERGY", ASTRAL FLIGHT, IS ALSO DONE BY "GOD" IN THE ENERGY FIELD YOU WILL FEEL A SENSATION OF FALLING THRU YOUR BED, OR WHEREVER YOUR HEAD LIES, AND A SINKING FEELING, AND THEN YOUR IN FLIGHT, THIS IS WHY LOYALS, WORKING IN THE MEDICAL FIELD FOR SOME 25 YRS, YOU SEE MOST PEOPLE LIFT UP BEFORE THE LEAVE, BECAUSE THE SOUL LEAVES THE BODY OF ORGANS, IN WHICH OF COURSE, "GOD" GIVEN, THAT KEEPS ALL OF US ALIVE, HOWEVER, WHEN THE SPIRIT LEAVES, THE VESSEL SHUTS DOWN, AND WELL THEN YOU KNOW THE REST, "ASTRAL FLIGHT" IS SIMPLY THIS, THE SPIRIT, OR SOUL PURSAY FLYS OUT OF THE BODY, ONLY TEMPORARILY TO GO ON A JOURNEY, MAYBE TO SEE A SICK LOVED ONE, OR CHECK ON A LOST FRIEND, OR SEE SOMEONE YOU HAVE MISSED, OR ARE CONCERNED ABOUT, WHATEVER THE ISSUE, AND WITH MY BELIEFS, IT'S ALSO THE SIMPLE FACT, YOU ARE RETURNING TO SOMEONE IN NEED, AT THAT GIVEN TIME, THAT YOU HAVE KNOWN IN ANOTHER LIFE TIME, YET, LOYALS, THAT IS MY BELIEF, AND I HAVE SOUND REASON FOR THAT BELIEF, BUT THAT IS NOT EVERYONE ELSE'S BELIEFS, UNDERSTAND, WHY DO I SAY UNDERSTAND, BECAUSE I'M HEARING WAY TO MANY STORIES, OF ASTRAL FLIGHT TO CRISS ANGEL, AND THIS TROUBLES MY SOUL, AND FRANKLY IT WOULD CRISS TOO, FOR THIS IS NOT SOMETHING TO TAKE LIGHTLY, BUT ALOT OF YOU ARE NOT LISTENING TO ME, AND SOME OF YOU ARE DEAR LOYALS, AND THIS CONCERNS ME SO, WHAT DO YOU DO, YOU DO NOT BUY A BOOK TO DO THIS, IF YOU MUST READ A BOOK, PLEASE LET IT BE, BECAUSE YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED SENSATIONS OF ASTRAL FLIGHT, SUCH AS THE SENSATION OF FALLING THRU THE BED AND YOU ARE CURIOUS OF WHY, THEN THE BOOK, IF A GOOD BOOK, WILL EXPLAIN, YOUR SOUL IS WANTING TO FLY, YOU DO NOT, DO NOT, IN ANY WAY DO IT, TO PERSONALLY GO SEE "CRISS" OR ANYONE ELSE, THAT YOU SO LOVE, WHY, BECAUSE IF IT IS NOT DONE BY THE REQUEST OR NATURE OF "GOD" PURSAY, THEN YOU CAN GET CAUGHT ON FLIGHT BACK INTO A BAD NEGAITVE ENERGY FIELD; THEREFORE WHEN YOU RETURN TO YOUR BODY/VESSEL, YOU ARE NEVER THE SAME PLEASE TAKE THIS MORE SERIOUS, DO NOT GO TO BED, WISHING UPON A STAR TO MEET CRISS OR ANYONE IN FLIGHT IF YOU GO TO BED, AND YOUR SOUL TEMPORARILY LEAVES, THEN THIS HAS A PURPOSE, AND IS OF "GOD", AND THERE IS SOMETHING, THAT HAS NOT BEEN FINISHED, OR NEEDS TO BE SAID, AND THAT PERSON, PURSAY "CRISS" FOR INSTANCE, NEEDS YOU FOR SOME REASON, I DO NOT KNOW "CRISS" PERSONALLY, AND PROBABLY NEVER WILL, YET I DO KNOW HE WOULD NOT WANT ANY ONE OF YOU PUTTING YOUR SOULS IN DANGER OF BAD NEGATIVE FORCES, DOES HE NOT SAY OVER AND OVER, DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME FOR IT IS DANGEROUS DO NOT MESS WITH THE METAPHYSICAL WORLD, WHAT IS THE METAPHYSICAL WORLD THE ENERGY FORCE THERE ARE GOOD AND BAD LIKE BLACK AND WHITE LOYALS, AND YOU SIMPLY ARE ASKING TO BE HURT, IF YOU TRY IT FROM A BOOK, I'M SADDENED TO KEEP HEARING THESE STORIES TO GET TO 'CRISS' FOR I KNOW HE WOULD NOT WANT THIS IF "GOD" PURSAY SO WANTED CRISS TO TALK TO ANYONE OF YOU, YOU'D BE THERE WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING IT, THERE HAVE BEEN CASES WRITTEN, EVEN MINE, THAT ARE TRUE, BUT IT HAD A PURPOSE, NOT A WISH TO GO SEE SOMEONE, THAT MIGHT NOT WANT TO SEE YOU, DO ALL OF YOU UNDERSTAND NOW, TAKE THE METAPHYSICAL WORLD MORE SERIOUSLY, ONCE AGAIN, WHAT IS THE METAPHYSICAL WORLD THE ENERGY FORCE CRISS TALKS ABOUT ENERGY ALL THE TIME AND HE KNOWS IT IS NOT A JOKE, PLEASE ALL OF YOU LOYALS TAKE THIS MORE SERIOUSLY, AND MOST OF ALL LISTEN TO OTHER LOYALS, THAT TRY TO TAKE THE TIME TO EXPLAIN, AND HELP YOU UNDERSTAND, TAKE HEED TO MY AND OUR WORDS, IN GODS NAME, MAY GOD BE WITH ALL OF YOU, AND LEAD YOU ALL TO THE TRUTH, LOVE TO CRISS, HIS FAMILY, LOVED ONES, AND OF COURSE ALL THE LOYALS, CELE
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7/14/07 1 Comment"ASTRAL FLIGHT"
"IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION, BY MANY CALLS, TO ME, THAT INDIVIDUALS ARE CLAIMING TO "ASTRAL FLIGHT" TO THE CRISS, NOW..THIS IS A TOUCHY SUBJECT, FOR THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE DONE MYSELF, YET DIDN'T HAVE TO READ A BOOK TO DO IT; THERERFORE, AND "NO" IT WAS NOT TO "CRISS", AND THE FIRST TIME, IT DID IT YRS AGO, IT DID SCARE ME, YET WHEN IT HAPPENS, I REALIZE IT IS OF "GOD", SO I JUST GO WITH IT, " THE REASON I'M WRITING THIS IS BECAUSE FOLKS, THIS IS A SERIOUS ISSUE, AND IF YOU OF ANY AGE, SHAPE OR FORM, OR GOING TO BUY BOOKS, TO LEARN TO "ASTRAL FLIGHT" TO MEET OR SEE "THE CRISS" PLEASE DO NOT"...WHY, IF GOD WANTED YOU TO, SEE HIM OR ANYONE, "YOU SIMPLY WOULD HAVE THE GIFT TO DO IT", ...SO THE PURPOSE OF THIS IS TO SAY, AS "CRISS" SAYS IN HIS SHOWS, DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME...WHY???? ...BECAUSE BUYING A BOOK TO LEARN SOMETHING, THAT IS NOT "GOD GIVEN" CAN PUT YOU IN GREAT DANGER......"IT'S BASICALLY A FORM OF WITCHCRAFT, BECAUSE YOUR TRYING TO LEARN A CRAFT, TO GET TO SEE SOMEONE SO FAMOUS, OR ANYONE, YET "GOD" SIMPLY DIDN'T SEND YOU TO THEM NATURALLY...NOW OF COURSE THERE WILL BE ARGURMENTS OVER THIS PROBABLY, BECAUSE ALOT OF YOU WILL SAY, SO WHAT I CAN BUY THE BOOK AND LEARN, BUT YOU MUST ASK YOURSELF, "WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE", AND WHY?????? THATS, WHY I SAY, AND YES THIS IS MY OPNION, AND MY OPINION ONLY, THAT BUYING A BOOK TO LEARN TO ESPECIALLY SEE THE CRISS, IS NOT OF "GOD", BECAUSE WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE, AND FOLKS, YOU CAN GET CAUGHT IN A REALM, AND SOME OF YOU, MAY NOT HAVE A EASY TIME RETURNING TO YOUR VESSEL, THAT YOUR SPIRIT LIVES IN, THIS IS A SERIOUS MATTER, AND SHOULD BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY, AND IF YOU HAVE FRIENDS, THAT LAUGH EVEN AT THIS ARTICLE, BEWARE, YOU ARE IN FOR A RIDE, AND I CAN ONLY PRAY, THAT "GOD" WILL RETURN YOU SAFELY TO YOUR VESSEL, ..."WHAT DO I MEAN BY A VESSEL", A BODY THAT HOLDS OUR SPIRIT, OUR SPIRIT IS WHAT MAKES US BREATH,AND YES I'VE BEEN IN THE MEDICAL FIELD FOR 25 YRS; THEREFORE, I ALSO KNOW ABOUT THE ORGANS, AND BELIEVES OF THE PHYSICIANS AND SCIENTISTS, OF HOW WE BREATH, BUT SPEAKING FROM NATURAL EXPERIENCE, I'M FINDING THIS SUBJECT TROUBLING, THAT SO MANY YOUNG AND OLDER WOMEN ARE CHALLENING THIS, TO GET TO CRISS, AND THAT IS NOT OF "GOD", UNLESS "GOD" NATURALLY SENDS YOU TO HIM, I HOPE AND PRAY ALL OF YOU THAT READS THIS, TAKES THIS VERY SERIOUSLY, GODS SPEED, LOVE CELE
