cele's Blog
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5/17/07 1 CommentIS THIS SITE FOR THE CRISS OR MAKING SOME GREAT FRIENDS...
ONCE AGAIN, A GIRL ON HERE, UNDER THE NAME OF "LOYAL TAMMY", CAME TO MY RESCUE, HERE'S THE THING, I DON'T DO WELL WITH COMPUTERS, EVEN THO I'VE BEEN ON THEM FOR 20 YRS, SO YEAH I FAKED IT, MAYBE THAT'S WHY I GOT FIRED, LOL'S, YOU THINK, ANYWAYS, TAMMY SAW ME SCREAM, HEAD'S UP, HELP, I SOMEHOW ERASED MY MYSPACE, PROFILE PAGE, OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT, SEE I DON'T KNOW ALOT, ANYWAYS ONE OTHER TIME SHE TRIED TO PUT ON THIS BEAUTIFUL PIC OF CRISS TOUCHING THIS BEAUTIFUL GIRLS FACE IN THE DESERT, BUT SHE GOT TIRED, AND WE DIDN'T GET IT ACCOMPLISHED, ANYWAYS, THE OTHER DAY, I SAW HER BLINKING, AND SCREAMED OMG, I ERASED MY PROFILE PAGE, IN WHICH LIKE YOU ALL, SHE REALLY DIDN'T UNDERSTAND AT FIRST EITHER, SO I GAVE HER MY PASSWORD, BECAUSE I KNEW I COULD TRUST HER, AND SHE WENT IN, AND WITHIN I'D SAY NO MORE THAN 15 MINS, SHE ACTUALLY FINISHED AND PUT ON THE PIC OF CRISS TOUCHING THE GIRLS FACE, I WENT CRAZY, I SO LOVE IT, AND STILL SO LOVE IT, BECAUSE ACTUALLY IT'S THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT A MAN, THAT I WISH HE'D TOUCH MY FACE RIGHT NOW OR IN THE FUTURE, ANYWAYS, I OWE HER SO MUCH, BUT SHE CONTINUES TO SAY I OWE HER NOTHING, BUT IF CRISS SAW A GLIMSE OF THIS, OR ANY OTHER LOYAL, HE'D SAY ISN'T THAT MAGIC, ISN'T THAT WHAT I MADE THIS SITE FOR, ONE LOYAL TO HELP ANOTHER LOYAL, I SO WANT HER TO GET SOME MINDFREAK FRIENDS, EVEN THOUGH SHE DOES OUT DO ME ON THE MYSPACE BY ATLEAST 75%, ESPECIALLY IN BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS SHE GETS FROM OTHER LOYALS, AND I SO WISH THOSE LOYALS WOULD ADD HER ON HERE TOO, FOR I KNOW THIS IS WHAT THIS SITE IS FOR, TO HELP ONE ANOTHER WHEN WE ARE DOWN, OR NEED HELP, OR NEED TO BE UPLIFTED, OR WHATEVER, FOR CRISS IS NOT "GOD" PURSAY, HE CANNOT BE IN MULTIPLE PLACES AT ONE GIVEN TIME, NOT YET ANYWAYS, LOLS, ANYWAYS, I KNOW HE MADE THIS SITE FOR US, TO COME TOGETHER, AND JUST HANG OUT, CHAT ABOUT LIFE, AND HELP ONE ANOTHER, OR JUST LAUGH ABOUT LIFE, SO I HOPE WHOMEVER READS THIS, CAN RELATE TO WHAT I FEEL THIS SITE IS FOR, AND SOME OF MY GREAT FRIENDS HERE HAVE ADDED ME TO THEIR MYSPACE, SO WE HAVE LOTS OF LOYALS, AND I SO SO LOVE THAT, WE SUPPORT EACH OTHER THERE TOO, AND CRISS, WE DO MAKE MAGIC, AND WE DO PRAY FOR EACH OTHER, AND WE DO WORK MIRACLES, GOD SPEED, HOPE THIS UPLIFTS ANY OTHER LOYALS OR NEWCOMERS TO THIS SITE, FOR IT IS MAGIC, CELE
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5/7/07 1 CommentPain that will not go away, pray in time, maybe explain my latest blog
In the last couple of months, I have experienced the loss of my beautiful daughter, in which is alive, yet one day after actually eating and laughing at Cracker Barrel, lol's, just one day later after her mind snapped God help her, she actually tried to kill me, and put me in a bad place, in which I almost got killed again, then my family over this event are torn apart, and we don't talk, therefore I am now as an Orphan, with NO family, yet a mom that calls me when I finally go to sleep to argue and upset me over anything, even Criss Angel, and even God, then my job situation went bad, yet one light getting ready to retrain to go back into the Medical business field, but barely keeping my home or the shirt off my back, and thank God I quit eating, in which I've lost 130pds and still going, and yes I'm getting quite small, yet due to very unethic Physician, he put me on a drug that caused me to gain 160pds, now 130 pds are gone, yet wonder if I did want to eat, how would I sometimes, then there's the wonderful internet, in which I might have to turn off till I finally get my first real paycheck, other than College or Social Security, but yet another light, there's always the famous Panera Bread, in which no pun I do like, and internet is only a luxory, that sometimes some of us get, however of course this might and I pray not take place, when the return of Criiss's new Season is about to appear on A&E, then there was in my previous blog the loss of the Premiere possiblity going, then there was a man I so loved, that actually wrote me my first love letter and a song in years, and yet he has seemed to disapear for now, then there was my Cancer, in which I survived due to the extreme weight due to the insane Physician, in which actually I'm suing for other reasons, and NO I'm not a sue person, but him yea, then again due to the old excessive weight I had a stroke, and am now prone for Strokes, nice uh, and O I must not forget the new Knee they have to put in, due again to the excessive weight, due to the famous Physician, then there was the death of my best friend at the age of me, and many more family members, SO, your probably saying why are you telling us this, well some of you do, and why, because if we get NOTHING else out of this Package of Membership, we do atleast get some great freinds, that Pray for us, uplift us, so on and on, and O there is a more serious issue that has put me in danger, yet it appears God is having mercey on me on that, Thank you Lord, so in saying that, I know God does not put more on us than we can bare, but come on God, in every level of life, I'm broken in Spirit, and so angry, "in which I must get rid of the anger or it will consume me", and pull myself up and fight, yet I'm becoming more weak by the min, however, I am a fighter by nature, so I pray once again I pull myself back up, and see what this wonderful test from God was, and what purpose, and that is simply why I wrote the blog under this about I do NOT want to hear bragging from certian individuals about seeing Criss's Premier live, for the ones of us that deserve it too, but were not foruntate to go, this morning things will be turned off, and I'm going to be stunned and heart broken, unless God has mercy on me and performs another Miracle, in which I do have great faith in God, for I have known him since a child, yet then you'll ask next, then why is Cele talking like this, because Cele has had enough, everytime I see a glime of light it simply is taking away, YET, once again I know everything happens for a REASON, and tommorrow I'll see things in a different light for today and these last two months it has been extremely dark, and I'm so so sad, but after the betrayel of your own baby, and your family , and a man you thought would of been back in your life at this point, in which once again I do not put any eggs in a basket on Love, for real love comes when it's simply time, and maybe the Universe is saying give it time, if it's meant to be, it will happen, yet I worry myself sick for him and his daughter whom I grew to love, and the excitement of seeing Criss's Premiere, in which I'm don't get to see now, that light blew out too, for his gentle childlike spirit, keeps most of us from flipping out, and about now I feel like I'm gong to flip out, and is most awesome Magic, yet I consider it more of a gift from God, is just not working for me right now, yet one day I pray as I watch Oprah, that I grow to admire him as I did when I saw him for the first time 2 yrs ago, and wasn't even on this fan club, so if you read the bottom blog, pls understand it's written by a girl, that has gone thru too much in a short time, but I am a fighter, and I will defeat this, but right now pls put me in your thoughts, that's after reading this you even so want to, and for the ONES that do get to go SEE him the end of this month, have a ball, be grateful, kkk love my loyals and the Criss...gods speed cele
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5/7/07 1 CommentVERY HURT!!!!!!!!!!
There are only two people whom took the time to try and talk to me about the arrangements of this Premiere, now do not in any way get me wrong, some of you, have been a tremedous instrument of light to me, and YOU know whom you are, others ....maybe to come, SO, what am I mad about??? I asked numerous individuals about the Premiere, and most of you never answered me, nor gave me info, and for the ones that finally did it was to late, two individuals were kind enough to try and help me today, and one of them is a myspace friend of mine, and it's still a maybe, even after I finish this blog, they would even want me to come, for God knows Criss does not need any negative energy around him, yet I pray tommorrow my energy is not this angry, for it will consume me and destroy, for the people that know me, know I'm one of the kindest people one would ever meet, and there is nothing I wouldn't do for anyone, in saying that once again thank you for the two that tried so hard to help me today finally get info on this upccoming Premiere, in which of course I do pray and know Criss will once again be unstoppable and safe, however, I am not happy with the ones on myspace and this site, and you know whom you are that continually brag about getting to go, and not returning info on how, AND I'm not some crazed fan that is in love with Criss, for that is simply not real, and foolish, I love him for his God given gift and was so hoping to be one of them to see him perform for the first time this season, yet I do not feel this will take place, SO, in ending on here and myspace, I pray all of you that get to go be respectful to the ones that simply cannot go, and do not in any way rub in our faces how wonderful it was, and NO I'm not talking to all of you, actually only a handfull, but you know whom you are, its simply called bragging, and it's mean and hateful, and I guess the ones that didn't get to be there, will be there in SPIRIT only and I guess that is our Magic, yet I know the ones of us, in which are unfortunate will be praying for all of you that do not brag, to see an event of a lifetime, and know we that are invisible are pulling for Criss, for is not what this membership is for, or is it, sorry for vented, but it's becoming very hurtful on myspace and messenger and yahoo and here to continually get rubbed in our faces that YOU simply get to go, well wonderful for Criss needs the support, but atleast be respectful for the rest of us, that are not there, at all, and only in spirit, and of course see it on TV, in which of course is not the same, but grateful to see Criss's return and a new and safe Season, this is in no wasy vented at Criss, for he is a kind and humble gifted man, yet some of his members are simply not as kind as he is, so please be respectful to the ones that are not going to be there, and if you want to share about it, simply do, but please DO not brag, for I do not want to hear it at all..and that is my opinion and my opinion only, and yes once again thank you for the two that finally tried so hard today, and maybe next year, if he's still going, it meant the world to me, and I'm am HURT beyond means, and NO it once again is not because I am in love with him, for that isn't even natural, yet understandable, for we all know Criss is not hard on the eyes, yet my wanting to meet him was only to shake his hand, not even a kiss on the cheek, and now I'm extremely sad, and upset, but will of course once again pray for his safety, and a great time for the ones that are grateful to even be there, and those are only the ones I will even listen to about this event..Yes I am hurt, but tommorrow I will get over it...Cele
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5/3/07 1 CommentTHE BOOK
To be Edited..love those loyals..Cele
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5/3/07 1 CommentSo you think you want to date or marry a Rock Star!!
Ok, so you think you want a man that wears the leather, and struts the stuff across the stage, ok you think he'll see you out of all the audience, and like stop playing the guitar, and bend down to talk to you, NOT, only if you strut your stuff, and I did and got lucky, but it's road you don't want to go down, SO, you really want a Rock Star, be like the Criss, put some Magic it in, Put On Clothes, you think, give him an imagination, imagination will entice his courtesy, a Rock Star, in which I have been around many, due to music in family, wants the magic, and the beauty of the what could happen next, he can get the other type any second of the day, sometimes more than what you want to know, and I'm toning it down due to the young nature on this site, I am now with a Ex Rock Star, yet we havent dated yet, and are getting prepared for, yet we started out as friends, and will see, yet he loved me for my Class not Sexuality, and the imignation, so don't ruin your lives young ladies, first and far most go to school, go to College, get a Career, the things of importance, unless you are in the field of Artistry, in which draws these type of individuals too you, yes if you go the sexual way you will attract them, but not for long, if you go with an imignation, in which is truly MAGIC, you will keep them, gods speed, be careful with Rockers, Sincerely Cele
