jiffer's Blog
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4/5/07 5 Commentshello loyals well i found out today that im not going to vegas in june like i thought i was....got my hopes up again..and again let down....this happens to me alot i should be used to by now. the one good thing i do have to look forward to is my bf hopefully getting some r&r and coming home from iraq. but i will be in vegas next year for the criss angel circue du soliel show!!!!!!!!!!!! what can i say here today i've made so many good freinds on here,love the chat room.......it's actually helped me to chat with people while my bf is away.....it's keeping me sane in a weird way. makes me feel like im not alone in this world. so i think that's it for now loyals peace and love!!!!!!!!!!!
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morning loyals.....
3/21/07 1 Commentwell let's start by saying that i was not able to make it to loyal week.....alas i know it';s sad.....anyway it's been bout a week since talking to my bf in iraq......i knows he says not to worry but i can't help it...every time i turn on the news or read the paper another soldier is either or been killed....so untill he is off the plane and in my arms i shall continue to worry. but i would like to thank criss for this website and especially the chat room.....all the people ive met through here has helped me so much....so thank you criss!!!!!!!!!!im always the kind of person who likes to look at the bright side but with so many negative people around me it's hard sometimes........don't get me wrong i have great friends who love and support me.........but then there are the people at my job who put me down..make fun of me...just for being me.i have to say i have come close to putting in my two weeks notice and finding something else.i guess everybody feels like that at some point or another don't they????? i feel like i need to find out for myself and venture outside of the hospital walls to find out.since my passion is photography would love to find a job that is related to that. would love to get up everyday and be happy to go to work,is that asking to much i don't think so..........well i hope to one day have that feeling.and yes when and if it happens i will blog about it lol....well i hope everyone is having a great time in vegas..say hello to criss for me....till next time loyals peace!!!!!!!!!!
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IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!
3/15/07 5 Commentsyes im so happy talked to my bf last nite..he's trying to get a week off during the summer to come here and see me!!!!!!!!!!im going to buy a phone card today so we can talk on the phone.......im so excited to hear his voice,been way to long...thanks for the ideas last nite peacedove..they really helped!!!!!well that's all i can of right now loyals...see you in the chat room....peace!!!!!!
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good morning......
3/2/07 0 Commentsgood morning to all loyal freaks......i wanted to get this done before i head to work...not much going on over here,im getting to send a care pkg to my bf in iraq.....were keeping in touch through yahoo im. but it's not the same as having him here to talk too..so im keeping an online journal while he's gone. i've met so many kewl people on here especially in the chat room.........it's so nice to know that there are other people who like me loyal freaks!!!!!!anyway can't really think of anything else right now...you can always reach me here or on yahoo im.....peace!!!!!!
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evening friends and freaks
2/27/07 0 Commentshello again the end of the day is at hand.....and i wonder bout the choices we make in life.........if i hadn't gotten my current job would i be happier now????? where would i be now?????? if i had not fallen in love with a soldier would i be worried every day for his safe return..........is there ever a sign that says go this way do this........if there is or was i apparently missed it......if i had listened to someone else would i be so cynical at times?????? my dad always gives me great advice and great jokes!!!!!! if i had not had a horrible realtionship in high school would i not be so cautious bout things now?????? i guess you can say that im feeling a litle introspective tonite.....but sometimes things aren't meant to be changed,or are they....does it depend on one thing going differently..or a series of unfornate events????? what if i trurned left instead of right...went to apply for a differnet job that day...would i have my house,car computer etc....... too many questions to answer yea i think so too.....can be a little too much to handle at times.i know i should probably be happy with what i have and i will as soon as he gets home safely.......but what can i say my mind has a tendecy to wander........i like to blog it gives my thoughts some place to go..........call it therapy i guess!!!! well im getting tired that's all i can think of right now freaks!!!!! let's bring all the soldiers home safe and sound peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
