plummetintochaos's Blog

• i knew it.

  8/29/07 1 Comment

  i knew i would fuck it up somehow...yet i think it was the right decision. and im sure you know what i'm talking about...but i guess this just gives me a chance to think things over.

  this is why i am afraid of distance. i knew this was going to happen. no joke. why do i ever bother?

  hopefully, the promise sticks. haha. i highly doubt it though...back to the "i'm lonely" life.

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• finally got it right.

  8/26/07 2 Comments

  i feel like i have finally got it right.

  i've met the best guy ever, minus criss of course. well, we've known one another for about six months now and he has always been there for me. we've finally gotten back together and the 25th was our one month. it would have been our sixth month, but there was this little distraction in the middle. haha. ana, you know what i'm talking about. we've made eachother a promise that we'd always be there for one another and be bestest friends, even if we aren't together anymore. which in my eyes is the best promise you could ever make someone.

  i've been talking to my bestest friend, ana, everyday. i hope we get to move together one day. she seriously keeps me sane. no joke, she has been there for me since the day that her friend wanted to add me on myspace and i'm glad her friend wanted to add me or else we would never have started talking. i love this girl. she is the bestest friend, along with joe, that i could ever ask for.

  i finally feel like i have gotten it right, but knowing me, i'll fuck it up somehow. i always seem to.

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• wow. 5-1-07

  5/2/07 7 Comments

  so i met criss yesterday at borders. i got there at one in the afternoon because i was so stoked. so this girl cut me in line and i got pissed, but it was her first time and i was second so whatever. and i've seen him before. so he came in and i was totally like "wow." he looked so good. really. and so i get up there and he started signing my book and he looks up at me and says "i've met you before. you look familar." so i was totally in awe and i was like "yeah." then he gave me my book back and i hugged him and he kissed me on my cheek. i cried for ten minutes. : ). it was so worth the drive.

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