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• MAJOR SURGERY

  10/5/08 0 Comments

  Hello Everyone,

  I know that it's been quite awhile since I've been on this website. On friday 10/3/08 at 4:40pm by Norfolk Sentera Hospital they called me and my dad to let us know when we need to be there for surgery which will be on 10/21/08. You see I'm giving my dad a kidney which the surgeons say that it's a very, very, very serious operation to do plus they had informed me that anything (God forbid) can happen while on the table. Am I scared of course this is a life or death issue I could die or my father will I back out of the surgery HELL NO this is my dad we're talking about I will go to jail and die for my dad. If I die on the table at least my death would not be in vain at least it means that I died giving my dad the gift of life which he can gain some more years with my mom. I BELIVE that everything is going to be alright for me just keep me and my dad in your prayers. I'm not going to lie to you I'm a 34 year old woman, but I'm still DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL. I love my dad with all my heart I am HONORED and I fill that it is my DUTY to give my dad a kidney after all that he's sacraficed for me and my mom all those months out to sea on a submarine. Well I just wanted to drop a blog on here hope to hear from some of you guys. you can reach me at santashabrown@hotmail.com or yahoo same name.

  Love and Aloha,

  Sandi (a.k.a HONEY BABY)

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• LONG,LONG, LONG, LONG WAY TO HAPPY

  7/14/07 2 Comments

  Okay this has been bothering me for a few months now, and I really need to get this out of my mind. Like my friend told me that I need to write it down so I can clear my mind. I will not apologize to the person who this is about, and don't worry I'm not calling out your name you know who you are if you even read this anyways. Well last year I started talking to this guy through myspace which suprised me, because he was the one who contacted me first. Well we had made plans to meet during the summer of last year. Well I had to postpone the trip due to financial reasons so I had to postpone until during fall. Well lets just put it this way once again due to financial reasons I was unable to make the trip. Well needless to say on December 18, 2006 at 3:15pm I received the following email:

  Hey , i'm sorry i've been on the go more than a little and i have met someone and i would like to see where it goes. It 's just that for a while i've been looking for us to meet since the early part of the year and i would like to spend some real time with a person who can make time for me. I know you've tried to make this happen and it's not your fault. It's just bad timing for us. I hope we can still be friends and if not i wish you all the best.

  Have a happy holiday and all the best in what you do.

  Well I was not too happy with that email I was so upset that I wondered what was wrong with me that he was able to give this new person a chance, but not me. Was it because I lived in another state (I've been in long distance relationships before). Then all of a sudden after New Years I guess things didn't go well so he decided to meet me. Well I went up there for SuperBowl weekend, and I really enjoyed myself he was a gentleman, and a wonderful host. Well wouldn't you know my dumb ass had to fall heavy for this man I'm mean when I said fall for him I put alot of things on hold for this man to see where this would take us. It took us to I was the only one feeling anything, and I didn't get shit out of it but 2 dvd's and some pictures. Let me tell you what he got out of it a digital camera and part of is Ipod paid from is what he got (yes my dumb ass bought something for a man besides my father). Do I want the stuff back hell no it was a gift I hope that he enjoys it. Let me tell you what a sacraficed for this man I put my move to Hawaii on hold for this man I was suppose to be preparing to move to Hawaii at the end of this year, but oh know I put that on hold (oops I did it again first time I gave up my military career for a damn man). When I finally got a chance to talk to him I couldn't say what I really wanted to say to him, because I started crying and then he says if you going to talk talk without crying. I really wanted to cuss his ass out when he said that. All I could say is that I couldn't do this calling or emailing him anymore. I really wanted to say that I was scared to call or email because sometimes I would quote on quote call or email to much. I didn't know that I was on pins and needles with this man as far as emailing or calling. I told him from the jump start I'm straight forward and honest if you lost intrest in talking to me then let me know so I can move on. I absolutely positively hate Dear John emails, because that sure as hell what that was. I wanted to say this because time to time I think of him and it hurts like hell that's why I hate falling in love with someone. Yeah I was in denial for awhile until my good friend Tanesha gave me a wake up called and told me what it was that I was feeling, because I was jonesing for the man badly. I know from time to time I catch a case of stupid, but I promise you this I will never fall in love again he just messed it up for me I'd rather be alone and by myself than to go through those feelings again God did it hurt and he could give a shit, and I don't give a fuck if he ends up reading this. He damn sure don't want this to happen to anyone females in his family the way he treated me all I can say is this I still care for him as a friend only I'll post comments here and there, but as far as anything else I wish him the best of luck and I FORGIVE him for what he did (which he'll probably think he didn't do anything wrong). Remember everyone DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WANT DONE UNTO YOU, because karma can come back at you.

  I CAN NEVER LOVE AGAIN.

  I CAN NOT BE LOVED.

  MY HEART IS NUMB FROM THE PAIN.

  I NO LONGER BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.

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• THE TRUTH IS OUT IN CRISS'S OWN WORDS.

  7/9/07 4 Comments

  OKAY NOW WE KNOW THE WHOLE TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH. LIKE I ALWAYS SAY DON'T BELIEVE EVERYTHING UNTIL IT COMES OUT THE HORSES MOUTH WELL THE FOLLOWING ARTICLE WAS EMAILED TO ME FROM A YAHOO GROUP WITH CRISS'S RESPONSE TO ALL OF WHAT'S GOING ON. THANK YOU CRISS FOR BEING THE WONDERFUL, AMAZING, CHARMING, AND INTRIGUING PERSON THAT YOU ARE. I KNOW THAT YOU'VE TRIED SO HARD TO KEEP YOUR PRIVATE LIFE PRIVATE AND I COMMEND YOU FOR THAT JUST REMEMBER YOUR TRUE LOYALS WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BACK FOR ETERNITY. LOVE YOU MUCH CRISS ANGEL I BELIEVE IN YOU AND ALL THAT YOU DO.

  Illusionist CRISS ANGEL is speaking out.

  The star of the A&E show "Mindfreak," is in the middle of a divorce from JOANN SARANTAKOS, who alleges that Angel, whose real name is CHRISTOPHER SARANTAKOS, has been dating CAMERON DIAZ and is accusing him of mental cruelty and abandonment.

  In a lengthy statement released to ET, Angel says, "It is with great sadness and disappointment that I feel the need to dignify and refute the inaccuracies, blatant lies and misrepresentations that my estranged wife and her attorney made last week in a New York courtroom and continue to make in the press.

  Just under 50% of marriages in this country end in divorce and, as most people understand, it is a very difficult thing to endure. To have it played out in the court of public opinion with misleading statements, lies and innuendo is particularly disturbing and disappointing. I would like to set the record straight with the hopes that this process can proceed in privacy.

  My estranged wife filed for divorce on May 5, 2006, over fourteen months ago. When she filed her complaint over one year ago, and when she amended it twice she made no mention of alleged adultery or lack of financial support. The fact that they decided to play both of those cards for the first time last week demonstrates their willingness to manufacture stories for their own purposes.

  I have always supported JoAnn's every expense in the past prior to her filing for divorce in May of 2006 and continue to do so to this day. She has had unlimited access to credit cards that I pay for. I have paid for her cell phone, her car, her gas, her car insurance, her health insurance, trips she has taken -- even the smallest thing like her cat food. Essentially, I have paid for her every expense. I have also paid for her housing the entire time. In fact, the townhouse where she is currently living and that I am paying for is larger than any place she has ever lived and is also a rent-free home to her brother, the brother who had no problem taking shots at me in the press while he is separated from his wife and small child. JoAnn's claim that I stopped supporting her is simply false. The statement about lack of support by her and her family is both shocking and a prime example that they will stop at nothing to paint me in the press as some sort of monster in order to extort more money out of me.

  Her claim that she was my "secret" wife is preposterous and inaccurate. Our marriage was well known to my friends and all of my fans worldwide. She was featured prominently in the first two seasons of my show. She and her family were thanked and credited in every episode and in my recent autobiography.

  The fact that they have tried to use Cameron Diaz to accomplish their ends is a sign of their desperation. Here too they have their facts wrong and are attempting to mislead. Anyone that reads the press can figure out the timeline. Cameron and I met in May of this year at the 'VH1 Rock Honors' show, over a year after JoAnn's initial filing. She and I went on four or five dates and there is no current relationship between us. Cameron is a good friend and an amazing person and to defame her and myself and paint her as the reason for my marriage's demise is factually inaccurate, ridiculous and just plain wrong. It seems clear, and very unfortunate to me that JoAnn and her attorney both hope that these false statements will provide my estranged wife, who has also been dating during this time, the financial windfall she is obviously seeking.

  I hope that this statement of facts can help clear the air about the myriad of preposterous and salacious accusations that have come out in the past few days and put the process back in the courtroom where it belongs. It has never been my intention to play this out publicly but JoAnn's false public statements have left me no alternative. I am very confident when all of the facts are presented in court that JoAnn's true motive will be revealed for what it is."

  Cameron, similarly, denied the allegations. Last week a rep for Cameron told ET: "When Cameron met Criss Angel in May of this year, he had been separated from his wife for over a year and she had already filed a petition to divorce him in 2006. Cameron and Criss went on only four dates over a month ago and have no current relationship. These are meaningless, attention-seeking attempts to unfairly and unnecessarily exploit Cameron's celebrity by trying to involve her in matters she has nothing to do with."

  A lawyer for Angel's wife, according to the Associated Press, is aiming to subpoena Diaz in the divorce case.

  The couple, married for five years, squared off in court recently, where Sarantakos' lawyer said Angel abandoned his wife when he became famous and has not shared his earnings with her.

  Angel's lawyer denied the accusations against his client, saying "the notion that she's not being supported is simply not accurate," reports the AP.

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• CRISS TAKE ON THE DIVORCE

  7/5/07 3 Comments

  THE BELOW TEXT WAS EMAILED TO ME FROM A CRISS ANGEL YAHOO GROUP. IT'S A STATEMENT THAT CRISS HAD MADE WHICH ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY MAKE SENSE. I GOT YOUR BACK FOR ETERNITY CRISS ANGEL YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS WITH YOUR FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND LOYALS.

  Right after the news broke that rock star magician Criss Angel's wife had filed for divorce, accusing the illusionist of having an affair with actress Cameron Diaz, OK! got a chance to talk to him to set the record straight. "It's a very sad and emotional time," Criss confessed to OK! at the fourth anniversary party for club Mixx at the Borgata Hotel & Casino in Atlantic City. "It's a private matter that she and her lawyer decided to make a public spectacle of it." Criss also called the allegations in the divorce filing "preposterous" and "completely fabricated."

  On Friday, a lawyer for Angel's wife of five years Joanne Sarantakos told reporters that divorce papers had been filed citing mental cruelty and abandonment. The lawyer also announced plans to subpoena Cameron as a witness in the case.

  "If you look at when I met Cameron and when [Joanne] filed for divorce — which is more than a year ago — you'll see that the two have nothing to do with each other," Criss explained to OK!. "Cameron is my friend and is unfortunately dragged into the mix of this because of people trying to perpetuate their career."

  "When the truth comes out... everyone will see their devious scheme and will understand what their whole motive truly is," Criss continued. "The world will see that I am a man of integrity and of my word. We will see what her true motive is."

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• IT'S MY BIRTHDAY THIS MONTH

  7/2/07 0 Comments

  WELL ON THE 28TH OF THIS MONTH I WILL BE 33 YEARS OLD. DAMN I FEEL OLD, BUT AS LONG AS I DON'T LOOK IT. I HAD A FRIEND SWEAR UP AND DOWN THAT I WAS 23 I TOLD THEM NO I'M 32 I EVEN HAD TO BREAK OUT THE DRIVER'S LISCENSE HE DIDN'T BELIEVE IT AND SAID THAT IT WAS FAKE SO I BROKE OUT THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE HE THOUGHT THAT WAS FAKE ALSO. I HAD TO LAUGH AT THAT, BECAUSE THIS GUY DIDN'T WANT TO BELIEVE THAT I'M IN MY 30'S WELL THAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO FOR MY BIRTHDAY. I WOULD LOVE TO GO TO VEGAS, BUT I KNOW THAT THAT'S NOT HAPPENING ANYTIME SOON. WELL IT'S GETTING LATE I BETTER GO GET SOME SLEEP IT'S 5:02AM , AND I'M STILL UP.

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