I wrote this on how I deal with my bf being so far away

It is a cold night....darkness and lonelyness start to consume me...

I cry...all I want is to stop being aloun...

Then a crack of light attracts my attention to my window

I look out and see the moon and it's wonderful light

Suddenly I remember that the night isn't so dark

That he can see the moon too...that everyone can...

As my sobs start to dim I remember that one day I'll be in his arms

That this lonelyness is just like a demon in the darkness that ways on my heart

Finally the tears and the sobs stop....I know it is okay to sleep

I know that the light of day will greet me when I awake

I smile and whisper to myself "I love you Matt..."

And then I drift off to be with him in my dreams....