Sooo confused and sad.

Reality just hit. I can't believe that I have to pick a job and collage soon. There are so many choices and options. It seems that life is getting more and more complicated by the day. On the other hand I asked my mom that on my 17th birthday we could go to vegas she said no and I asked if it was an idea and he said yes. lol. I did some planing today and found out that it is going to cost me a lot of money in order to get to vegas and stay for 2 weeks ($5000) and that is not including food. That is only for the to and return flights and the accomadations. Than I would still have ti pay for the tickets for criss' show and anyother shows or extras like shopping.lol. i need better paying jobs. I realized that in less i win the lotto i will never be able to get to vegas weather its with my friens of my mom. :(