bloodfreak's Blog
my heart, and soul are being shattered by the one person i thought was the one, he may still be the one i need and want?
August 1, 2009this person stole my heart without knowing it, but lately all he has done is smash it his words mean nothing to me any longer and it hurts worse then anything i've ever known.
love has only ever brought me pain, and thats something i can live with , but the person who stole my heart brought with him a strange emotion , i fell for him everday that we would tlk, i told him lately and he says we could have had something , but according to him his current relationship is better then any fairy tale. but all the things he said she did i've done better, or so i thought . i love him with every part of me. my heart and soul are his , and he knows but yet he keeps breaking both of them. why i don't know but the same question remains, am i worth breaking, and is he worth the pain that he is inflicting upon my heart ,soul and mind? who knows the answers to any of these question . i want to be anything he needs and if him being happy doesn't include me i'll never get over it but if at all possible i will stick around ,just to wait and break his fall, when life knocks him back down.....