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i donno.

April 29, 2007

i havnt been doing very well in the mind lately.I have been super depressed and i dont know what to do, its like everyday i get even more depressed. i just new wtf was wrong with me. i dont know anymore,ugh the only time that i ever some what fine is when im with nick or when im chillin with tori cuz they seem to just make me feel better, even thought i dont talk to them about my problems cuz i dont like to talk to people about my problems. they just make me feel good, but i dotn get to see them that much at all, only on the weekends and i really didnt see either of them this weekend because i had to do stuff with nick but that stuff that i did with nick i didnt get to be with him i just had to go and watch him do sumthing so i wasnt even with him and i was able to see him today because i had to go to a bridal shower, and he had to go to church n i didnt get to see tori this weekend because i was busy with all the crap, and then next weekend im not really gonna be able to see nick again cuz he has to do sumthing.. so i HOPE that tori will be able to come over friday night and she will be able to sleep over cuz if not i dont know wtf im gonna do ill go insane. gah i donnno i just not right at all!.. well i dont know.. im just gonna.. go ill bbl..

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      AngelsLady911
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      Posted 1 year ago by AngelsLady911

      Hey sweetie, I hope things are going better. When I was a teen I had to deal with depression, What helped most was talking to someone, if you can't talk to someone, you can always keep a journal until you can find someone you can trust to talk to. It's not easy fighting depression on your own. I am glad you have friends like Nick and Tori that help you feel better just by hanging out. Please take care, Cassie. Things will get better. xoxox

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      Hi Cassie, I just discovered your blog and I see I'm listed as one of your friends and I'm honored to meet you. I have a daughter who is 15, my dear girl I know how tough it is at your age and all the stuff today you go through, it sure was different when I grew up, of course it was hard for me, but not like today!!! But let me tell you I suffered from depression and it's so much worse for a female than a male. If you ever need to talk, believe me I'm here anytime, I don't know how close you are to your family , but sometimes talking to someone else helps. I don't have all the answers but I've been through alot and I am many years older and through experience and walking through many of the places you are in. I could maybe help you feel better. Anytime I can help! You take care and enjoy your day. By the way Criss is on tonight!!!!!!! Peace & Love, Calajoe(lori)